Sweet escape

Sweet escape on November 3, 2009 at 06:01 PM |

I haven't been myself lately and been slacking off in everything I do. I have lost the vibe in giving attention to my  life. I have done things, I shouldn't be doing. I took risks because they said "life is a risk". I have waited for something that doesn't even exist because I always believe that "patience is a virtue". I have waited, yet it never happened. I have waited, and waited for more. I have waited but I can't deal the pain anymore. Now it's time to accept that things aren't exactly what they are. They may look so simple but it can be just a facade. Or worst than that, it can be a trap. The next thing you know, you are already shackled and can no longer escape.

Now all I want is a sweet escape.

I am making my own mess. I am making my own misery. And I need a fuckload of strength to move on. I can't wait forever. I am only human. I get tired and most of all I am also vulnerable to pain.


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chasingfireflies
Comment posted on November 6th, 2009 at 06:20 AM
these are the moments when i wish i have money, so i can go shopping spree. and then when i look at mu new shoes, i feel so much better. Palit ta sandal nimu. cge na.
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greenlife
Comment posted on November 6th, 2009 at 08:31 AM
I will definitely buy that sandal we saw in Primadona...heheheh..
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liruandlegallyraven
Comment posted on November 3rd, 2009 at 06:38 PM
get used to it. it pays. :)
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greenlife
Comment posted on November 3rd, 2009 at 10:00 PM
uhuhuhuhuh. I always find pleasure in embracing pain...but sometimes, too much ain't good.
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