MIRROR

MIRROR on July 4, 2009 at 09:04 AM |

How many heartbreaks did I encounter? How many rejections have shattered my dreams? How many denials have slapped my face? I can't count them with my fingers. Not even when you include my toes. Yet, I have struggled to stand up and continue my life. What I am now, is a product of all the heartbreaks, rejections and denials I have ran-in. Life is relatively hard, but what can we do about it? We are here to become a challenge to all these things. And that I guess is the reason why I have kept my eyes on the ball and continue fighting even if there is nothing left to fight.

This sudden desire to write, after a-nine-long-toxic-hours work, is prompted by my friend David. He is one unforgettable person in my life. He taught me that life is worth it, that's why it has to be difficult.  He taught me things, I couldn't imagine a 21-year old (well of course, younger than me) would know. He is gifted with so much wisdom and beauty. Yet I couldn't understand why such an amazing being, wouldn't see his own beauty and worth. Maybe it's meant to be like that. Because how come the mirror is invented? Makes sense, right?


And while I was writing this. I have found out, I, myself is still looking for that mirror.


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Comment posted on July 4th, 2009 at 09:15 AM
Somehow, i brought a compact mirror along w/ me, somehow, what i've seen in the mirror is myself who's enjoying the best of life.
Comment posted on July 4th, 2009 at 09:21 AM
blue, I am happy life is treating you so well. Continue to be happy.
Comment posted on July 4th, 2009 at 09:50 AM
Well, i was trying to escape the dark side of my past after all. I have a brighter present ahead for me, even if i would do everything to keep my life in high spirits. I could change the course of events for the better.

The wounds of my dark past starts to heal, i might not remember it when it fades.
Comment posted on July 4th, 2009 at 10:10 AM
time heals.